an unflinching exploration

alysa chelsy, a walking cliche. random blogger. kinda weird in countless ways. childlike, but tends to be childish. typography, strawberries, cheerio, GOD. NO PAIN, NO GAIN; THAT'S MY GAME.

we were asked by out English teacher to write about how we wanted to be loved. i wasn’t able to finish it at school because we were all busy thinking about food. 


I want somebody to love me with absolute loyalty. I’m looking for that somebody who I can be myself around, that one person who will love me and accept me for who I am, my silly childish side and my serious side as well. No need to Google the reasons why he loves me, I want him to love me just because he does.  I don’t need to be treated like a princess, because even the princesses in this world aren’t the happiest. I just want a person who knows all the reasons and ways to make me fall in love with him over and over again without me telling him to do so. Just like a broken record player, I want him to never get tired of saying he loves me while looking into my eyes with all honesty, and in return I’ll never get tired of hearing it. Though he isn’t that expressive in words, I want him to exert effort to make me feel how I am appreciated. He might be the exact opposite of me in all aspects, it’s fine as long as his heart is connected to my heart, and shouts no one else’ s name but mine.  For richer and for poorer, in sickness and in health, I want that person to stay by my side no matter what. I want him to commit the perfect crime. I’ll steal his heart and he’ll steal mine. I want him to keep my heart, taking good care of it knowing that it is fragile, and never murder it. 

I haven’t met him yet and i’m hoping that someday i will. 

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